gigih.

aku adalah seorang yang selalu nakkan apa yang aku nak.tapi kadang2 aku akan fikir dua kali bila aku nak beli sesuatu yang sememangnya aku dah lama nak.kecuali baju.sebab anytime aku nampak baju yang aku bekenan,aku akan terus nak,which means takpayah tunggu lama2 berangan apa semua,terus beli.and this is BAD.hal ini demikian kerana,aku bukanlah dari golongan keluarga yang kaya raya.tapi keinginan aku selalu mengatasi segalanya.oleh itu,aku berjaya menjadi seorang yang gigih mencari sumber pendapatan sendiri sejak dari bangku sekolah,matrikulasi dan sekarang ingin memasuki alam universiti.namun,sumber pendapatan ku hanyalah cukup cukup makan untuk perbelanjaan misc things yang sebenarnya bukanlah keperluan seharian.jadi hal ini sentiasa dipersoalkan.tentang kenapa,mengapa dan bagaimana.aliran wang perniagaan kecil kecilanku tujui.sedangkan jika aku mengumpul wang sejak dahulu,nescaya hasilnya sudah beribus kerana itulah hakikatnya.tapi sekarang aku hanya makan gaji di sebuah restoran yang separa mewah walaupun gajiku tidaklah semewah service charge yang dikenakan ke atas pelanggan pelanggan restoran tersebut.jumlah sebenar akaun bank yang aku miliki pula amatlah tidak berpatutan kerana setiap salah satu daripada mereka diisi dengan wang yang tidak melebihi dua puluh ringgit setiap satu (repetition disini).setelah bercerita panjang lebar,baruku sedar bahawa aku sudah tersimpang jauh.apakah itu kegigihan ? adakah aku seorang yang gigih ? ramai yang mengetahui tentang sifat azaliku iaitu malas yang kritikal.perniagaan selalu kulebihkan berbanding pelajaran.kini aku sedar bahawa kedua duanya haruslah seiringan supaya aku bisa menjadi businesswoman yang educated suatu hari nanti inshaAllah.harapanku terhadap diri sendiri kali ini ialah untuk lebih bersikap positif,gigih berniaga dan semestinya gigih belajar demi masa depanku yang aku impikan.esok aku akan berangkat ke bank untuk membayar yuran pengajian universiti.ini adalah suatu permulaan yang disertakan dengan pelaburan yang mengaitkan ribuan ringgit ayah.maka zafirah hendaklah berusaha dengan lebih gigih hari demi hari mulai hari ini.

nak raya ka kerja?

heh.of course everybody opt for raya la kan.raya setahun sekali tue.sapa cakap?
actually is kalau pilih nak raya sangat pun, duet tak masuk pun.tahun depan dah la ada benda meaningful yang memang nakkan duet aku.eventho kalau menabung pn skrg akan dihabiskan untuk benda laen.eh

so tahun nih aku pilih untuk continue kerja.sebab lama lagi tue nak masuk univ.nanti dah jadi student lagi,dah takda chance dah nak kerja part time camnih kan.so aku pun sebenarnya dah plan dengan mama and family semua.it was like, "adik kerja raya nih.nanti mama mai raya kat pizza ^_^" aku offer nak belanja.sebab aku takdak amenities cam manager.lantaklah.janji dapat bonus raya.dah syok dah dgn agreement tue (sebab rasa2nya nanti ayah jugak yang bayar.mcm masa wow saver haritue) tapi lanih aku bertambah syiokk.sebab gemuk setuju nak kerja kat pizza as 14 days contract staff.hewhew.so means is nanti kami raya sama2 jugak.takdalah aku nak sedih bagai.tokwan? kampung? tokwan mai ler makan kat sini sama.hihi

till then.dah 0359 dah.takpayah bangun sahur dah sebab baru sudah makan.esok iftar dekat kampung.esok jugak aku post pasal contract staff tersebut.goodmorning

future life.

this is the life
this is so surprising
this is reality
that i ever wanted
this is what i want
yes i get what i want
i get my first choice
university and course
what i ever dream of
being an engineer
graduated from a university
knowing this is just the beginning
i still proud and amazed
cause given the chance
again in my life
cause i know it very well
eventho i passed the requirement
am not qualified enough to study there
but i have to take this opportunity
not because i was given only this university
but am too grateful
cause Allah gave me the best
cause i really want it
ALHAMDULILLAH.praise to Allah

thank u Allah.
cause making my family proud of me
eventho my spm and matriculation results are both their dissappointments
so ive promised everybody
that im changing
cause life is no longer a playfield
i have to change

last word on 13/7/13 1239noon.
its my dad birthday.this is your gift
from zafirah zainon

PSPM.

yuhuuu! there are two days more to go.im so damn excited to go back.but the saddest part is..when leaving JMC,my friends,lecturers.they have been so nice.nothing could replace you guys.but i need to go home instead.i bet you all too! hihihih.so.let us study :D chemistry physics chemistry physics chemistry physics chemistry physics chemistry physics chemistry physics chemistry physics chemistry physics home.fullstop

my return.

hello and salam.hopefully youre in good health,all day long,everyday.i just returned to jitra on friday,22nd march which i told mum and dad that im really going to jb.well,whats for going to jb? i have less money here.actually ive bought jb tic's already,and confidently sells back.cause im sure that im really going home.its like my last time to go home.and after this,no more.cause ive finished my study here (tangkak).so,they ( mum and dad) doesnt have any idea that im going back.i just asked my bro's to help me.yeah by approving me to use his credit card to buy bus tic's.cause i dont even have any cash (or at very low state).luckily he just yay with that.but scolded me back cause im going back to tangkak two days after i supposed.which means im going to be absent from classes for two days.

then second big bro,wife and nephew picked me up at the bus station.i know its really suspicious cause they went out very early in the morning.when i reached home and be the first one who gave salam, mum was like 'arghhh' screaming to dad along with "abg! dia kata nak p johor bharu.dia kecoh.dia balik rumah!!" cause too suprised,expecting me should enjoy myself in jb already.anyway,she wont be mad.and she did not,i know.

so ive done several things at home.at tesco,i bought two packets of curry maggi.cause theyre on sale.why not,just to indulge in tangkak there.whoot whoott.really should not cause ill sit for final exam less than a month from now.but what to do,i find theyre useful somehow.we also bought veges and two packets of ayamas franks (on sale too) just because i want to make chicken pie.and i bought us salmon too.

indulging ice creams in car.photo of cup only ^^ 

then we head to Old Castle,an Arabian Restaurant.i dont take photo here but aizzat own some cause capturing using his phone.here it is

im not pretty but i have cute dancing teeth (bluekkkk!)

i know i was very greedy to buy this and that cause finally i did none of them.most of my return,i just stayed at home from midnight to dawn (or morning actually).so busy outside when daylight is around.yeah i want to do everything but have less time you see.

also,i went to the designing n printing shop,where i want to make my own label more or less like below

i did nothing much at home and take less photos.did also went eating at Wan's Corner (in Jitra) with my family.which months i didnt taste and they still cook well (:

my ride is at 930am on the 26th.tak sempat nak stay for my late grandma's kenduri arwah the next day.she died years ago.but she left nothing.she is like still alive.dear tok,i miss and love you.remember the moment she taught me to memorising Selawat Syifa when i was just bout 10.ohh.dad already went to the office early in the morning to punch his staff card.and then he went to the bus station.me,as usual always been there VERY LATE.cause i dont even want to go back.haha.we had our breakfast there.mum take pulut ayam plus with some fried dried salty fish (cause im the one who want it) i just shared with her.cause im really not into eating that morning.theres no photos cause we are so rushing.its already nine when i arrived

before

1st bag

2nd bag.and another bag ada kat bawah bus.i just love to bring lot of bags when going back.how does it sound?

so sejuk until i look above.ohh patutlah.tamak

very pity lil boy bout 10 going upstairs (bus) to sell this for only rm2.im glad i dont have to be in his place.hope he will succeed in his life tho.and this murukus and potato are sedap.this is because,it is very affordable and reasonable (common standard 6 essay for UPSR.what do u say?)

hello.this is nad

after

after.bit sepet cause tidoq was just too sedapp

wo wo wo.where am i

lol.sudden in kl.we should not.and this cause a long delay.trust me.eh.aizzat look at the surrounding pls

so.just those.i realized one negative thing bout taking a daylight bus.the drivers dont stop at all.only spend five mins at two toilets only.oh i was very full and i felt very sick.then what bout our zohor,asar,magrib? how bout us? you know it is our compulsory daily habit,why dont you stop? at least for us if you dont want to.im so ashamed.i didnt pray that day and im like 'what?' just when i arrived in jmc only i could qada everything.is he going to own our sins,on behalf? mashaAllah.and nauzubillah.i dont want to be like that.we were starving like crazy and i know the drivers wont care because even solat he didnt concern at all.pastu dah la all day long(night too),they even park really betul2 blkg mcd msa transit kt melaka.gila ah dah la tgh kebuluq.then we just stopped at tangkak,i bought kfc chicken rice,then we head to maybank and finally arrived in jmc.about 1030pm or something.it is a speechless journey.dont kno what should i describe it as

Current.

its my current situation.it has nothing to do with alternating current which i have forgotten already.i reached my pens (singular because i held bold black,turqoise,lime,fuchsia,baby blue and orange.oh god) i wrote on my book "what i love" and then,blank.hihih.so i continue my writings here

it is unfair for me to say that i love to study (its a big NO) because i know if i said yes,it is a lie.so i am a liar,and i am not.so weeks lately ive been very busy fulfilling the orders.im like very crazy dying here cant u see? probs come and past and then come again.yes i am wrong too i supposed.why on earth i choose to do business if i know my current study situation is very deadly pack.hmm.my parcel should be arrived tomorrow,but when i checked,it is already in muar,at 8am,yesterday.so why havent u reached jmc for a while?  T_T
here are my past activities since the carnival preparation

ads purpose.nice mamak foods in tangkak

islah said he looks tough and handsome this day.OMG.and this is alif before going bald

anis and mama.hahahah.islah said the daddy is at the back.urgh

okay just another advertisement

what do u think youre doing hah little creatures? jgn smpai terberak kat situ sudah.kt syiling ats my meja kut

little preparations a night before

ohsem roomates helping doing trifle puddings

i know im sweet in pastel colors.hihihih

the final.they wont came out like ive imagined.really facing so many dugaans (of not having enough jelly,milk etc.this is my first time buat jual kut.anyway,well done to myself and my pack )

here we are! great day weve been through together.thanks dearest friends ^^ ini pic petang time segalanya dah reda.before that,we dont even sempat having our lunch :'( sedih tapi gembira.sebab berjaya.yeayy !

new guy (jr) ive known.haha.sudden helping me selling and promoting.of course i was surprised because im the tokei and not knowing my staff (ceyh!)

yana (roomate) helping me to prepare the keychain while im taking everybody's photos

azze (a classmate of mine) with fatin nabiha ( her roomate ) thanks for your support yang kat tangan tuh.hihihih

we are roomates.yeahh.dead tired senyum macam taknak senyum taknak memang taknak

another day.just the night of the muet speaking test.same baju i wore for the night.we went to ILP Ledang dengar ceramah tentang Gaza.i bought myself hazelnut chocolate and button :D

with lovely pregnant teacher.baby boy born already ^^

we are all blues.way to go to another carnival another day,its Moral Carnival

haaa.and this is another carnival pulak. Co curricular Carnival

two classes become one.and we rock.yeahh

and bit sweet moment of us.cause sometimes we are

and some injured

but sometime still happy

but i have no idea bout fahmi's reaction.kihkihkih

and we all knw eqin is brutal.i look nerd and childish ( babyface )

sometimes we tired

HAHA.sorry boys.guess who was in blue?

sweet couple.did ziera laugh because of rafiq's? :D

okay.green's is stranger.ok kidding.its afiq from LT

you guys rock.we know

mien macam berpeluk tubuh instead of serving.haha.just served the ball

okeh.they tried very hard

go cikebam go !

and cikebam is flying too.finally,they got the first place while girls are the third

and in the evening,this happened

love this photo

i always straight and stand still.i know

yeah without me

climbing wearing kurung.tired but happy

HAHA.so random and boring,i know

and no caption was given

this is really real.idk shes taking the photo of herself only.lol

i look better with company

or not i will be like this.hihihih

laju cause it is GT.dont take the ride.just take photos

hello.im here with my boyfriend.handsome? i know ^^

okay.i can do that with my boyfriend too

tasty enough for us.and very affordable

haiza and teha

mine without the beef stew.overall, BEST

im concentrating eating

nah mr boyfriend !

just rm15.sorry terbeli.hihihih

and rm40.still terbeli

rm4 sengaja beli

hihihih.my popular's

rm250 voucher given done ! and negative

my first usage.or maybe twice/third sebab dah test masa kt popular

she is incredible.i know.we know

new colors.come come customers

biggest and cutest ! totally love this

really took patience to done this

and we had lil picnic.a cake party

tired face.as usual

muka takda keyakinan.HAHA

its cute.isnt it? well,i just turned 19 :D

harus ada kerana kek juga berbayar

random pose

nice creatures :D

finally

last night.so random

stocks arrived today

tonight.random pepsi for two weeks.whyyyyyyyyy.well at last dapat jugak makan megi ayam.eventhough i dont favor the one in cup.it taste different.setuju ?

actually,nothing much to be written here.just wanted to post photos of the past.and current.hee.have a nice day