hari sebelum exam.



hai belog,

exam dah nak dekat
rasa macam semalam baru masuk semester
melampau sungguh
tapi dalam masa nie, tetap kena pressure diri
atau buat2 pressure sampai pressed
dua minggu sebelum digital electronic
tiga minggu sebelum advance engineering calculus
apa yang aku tahu?
sempat lagi update?
tak sedar dah pukul 3?
insyaAllah im studying now
and im home
sorry to the respected lecturer
im having cold now
and im still home
home and home and home
wish me the best
who ever reading or never read.

#terima kasih aizzat sebab selalu teman

miracle.

its not about the magical thing
that when u wish its going to happen
that when u stare its going to move
that when u silent its going to sound
its just the miracle that we always been taught as science
cant u see the birth of baby
then the baby crawl
then the baby walk
cant u see the change of time
daylight we have sun
at night there is moon
things that creatures like us couldnt create
so there must be a Creator
that create u & me
that create black & white
that create west & east
we are all from the same Creator
& the Creator is Allah.
may Zafirah and the people around the world would recover from their illnesses

arrogant and racist.

if you wear my shoe
you probably wouldnt do this to me
if you wear my shoe
you would be sorry for this
if you wear my shoe
you would cry just like i did
i admit it
you are better than me
but you are still not the best
there is Allah
if only you really know
or
if only you have heard of
but if you ever have the ignorance
that is beyond my power
may Allah ease everything for you, for us i supposed.

#please be nice when im being nice towards you

kotak pensel itu.

aku teringat akan kotak pensel itu
kotak pensel lamaku
ketika aku masih darjah
kotak pensel lamaku
yang hilang tanpa berita
aku masih ingat
kau bewarna oren
atas badan kau ada buah oren
kau berbentuk empat segi tepat
badan kau plastik tapi kau bukan plastik
kau mempunyai kembar
satu milikku satu milik abangku
di atas badan kamu berdua
kami tampal pelekat kartun
ada looney tunes
yang kami ambil dari majalah kfc
yang aku mintak dari manager kfc
kami tampal nama sama sama
lalu aku bawa ke sekolah
beberapa hari kemudiannya kau hilang
beberapa hari kemudiannya kau datang
bersama orang lain
aku menghampirimu
dia katakan yang kau bukan milikku
tetapi aku tahu
kerana pelekat di badanmu dikoyak koyak
aku dirasuk amarah dan sadis
kini aku tak lagi mencari
kerana kau takkan hadir di sini

i remember how sad i was that time,that day.
remembering the incident make me want to cry somehow.
because i remember how close i was with my bro that time.

accidentally update to 8.1

so ive called Malaysia's Microsoft just now
tekan 1 untuk Bahasa Malaysia
then went thru several pressing processes
then the assistant pick up the phone
confidently i spoke in Malaysian language
sebab tadi dh tekan 1
'Hello.semalam sy..bla bla'
'Sorry maam?'
(I should hv listen to him masa dia kenalkan diri.rupanya omputih)
'Last night my Windows 8 automatically update to 8.1.i didnt go to the store.its already installing'
'Automatically? It must be done manually which is u went to the store and then click for update'
'Then the licence agreements came out.ive clicked *i dont agree* and then my lappy is blank now'
'...'
'...'
'...'
'#+*%_t-%??!!'
'Have a nice day and goodbye'
'Goodbye'

Ya Allah.went thru this prob for the 2nd time.so what should i do? its blank and i got lots of stuff there.please dont harm my hard disk,again.i need u (T ^ T)
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salmon grill hancur.

so yesterday i was sooo western.thought i would prepared grilled salmon.took off the fish from the freezer.it was damn icy.so i sink it in a bowl of water.then i wash the clothes, the plates and doing what other things a housewife does.its a day off anyway.so i replaced my mum cause im home.then when i came back.the flesh..i was sad."this is going to be grilled-scramble-salmon".but however,it taste quite great.im not saying it is great tho

salmon
italian herbs
flavored flour
paprika
salt
pepper
mustard
oil

then i grill it using my myr5 cute daiso pan that i bought the day before :) haha.needless-to-mention

perempuan dan rampas.

perempuan dan rampas
perempuan adalah perampas
hak milik perempuan dirampas
perempuan tidak suka dirampas
tetapi
banyak perempuan perampas
aku pernah merampas
aku pernah dirampas
rampas apa sahaja
teman lelaki atau kotak pensel
tetapi itu yang dirampas lah
dan juga merampas
kau juga pernah dirampas?
kau lelaki atau perempuan?
perempuan hatinya remuk apabila dirampas
tetapi
perempuan hatinya kebal apabila merampas
adakah aku perempuan?
adakah aku lelaki?
aku tetap pernah merampas dan dirampas
hatiku tetap remuk
kerana merampas boleh membuat aku bahagia
kerana merampas boleh membuat aku derita
hatiku dahulu pernah seperti hampas
tetapi sekarang dah macam kempas

okay kembali ke Digital Electronics
daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)