success or failure?

well.
so the day passed.
the result is ready at 900am.
i woke up at 905am.
and.
we always thought the success and failure is simple as this

but what actually it is

so no success no failure yet

there's lot more tests in the future

this is not my very first time of failure

I failed, then only I success, with flying colors

it's three weeks already

it's okay.im gaining my spirits and faith now

hopefully I will find the success soon